Tuesday, September 7, 2010

What do you do when life gives you a bag of lemons? :)

What do you do when life gives you a bag of lemons? :)

Answer here

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Is it all worth fighting for ?

Is it really ?tell me now ...the rumors . the gossip . the disses . the hisses .the trash . the snickering ppl who talk behind my back .the hurt . after getting over for me .then all I gave would be gone after one last word of "baby".Is it really love or just infatuation ?we think we know love but it's not ours to mean what we say .not until we know up to the very day ," I need you "" I love you " " I wish you were here "but truthfully, just you and me , we're not all we wish we could be . Can we make it through everything ?No we can not . For a fact there's someone betterwho's waiting on us now . But letting go ? How do you make it easy, somehow ?To all that talk, look at yourself before you look at me ...Calling me an "uglyass whoree. youre fat." Was it all worth the time ?I didn't do anything wrong but fall and now no one's here to catch me but myself . Is it wrong to fall ?or Is it wrong to cry ?Is it wrong to weep when you know everyone can lie ?You may face me with a smile, a hug, and a laugh .But after all this you're gunna face me with some crap ? Don't you dare tell me you know me ,&& I deserve all this diss .
I know you don't know me
and what's so guilty about a kiss ?
You're not over him and that's for a fact .I think that's the only reason you wanna say that I'm a whore and I'm fat .Another thing I know is that God is on my side . He's the missing puzzle piece in this equation and knows who's gunna run and hide .But it won't be me, I promise you everytime . I won't put my guard down for another guy . Or a girl who's hurt and wants to make me cry .I won't cry for you but for my own sake .Would you please stop hurting for me , it's not fake .I want you to be happy and everyone else .I want to be happy too but if it's gunna be like this ,I'll miss .Not just for you ,but for me too .VSo . One last question, Is it all worth fighting for ?It's not worth it .Being called a "whore" .Not worth the disses, the cussing, the hiding of the real you .&& you know it's true .Not worth the drama, nor falling on the ground .Not worth the the tears and not worth the screaming sounds .It was fun while we had it but now as a tear falls down from my face,I'm sorry . Goodbye . I'm striving for a better day .

I love you too much .

Should stop .
vulnerable .
x

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

AA[ex]apostrophe$

Truth or dare ?
Love or scare ?
Promise together to always be there.
Time holds us apart
But it won't be too far...
When i can ahve you all to my heart<3
Live a life you've dreamed of before,
Wait for me beyond the shore,
Keep a secret that will endure.
Brave as a lion from the Lion King,
Late night phone calls go ringringring,
Sweet music you ask for me to sing.
One sweet memory of falling asleep,
Apologies accepted but may have to repeat,
Random moments, what the *-beeeeep-*?
Makes me want to go underneath,
If you know what I mean to be in so deep,
Your heart is the one thing I seek.
Dirty mind stop thinking what you think !
One day we won't have to lie about us .
But for now we both neet to trust,
Stand under my umbrella and hush.
Jamba Juice is sweet,
But you're the most delightful treat,
Savor the moment, the future has no direction to keep.

Valentine$ .

Flowers , chocolates , letters costing a million .but all I want from you is your kiss [x's a trillion] .Hugs I never want to let you gobut I know someday I'll have toHopefully not today or tomorrowbut a thousand years from now because baby Idk how to live w/o you somehowYou're one of many reasons to be happy everydayAnd life is like a blossom blooming in MaySweet and innocent love is all we've askedbut secrets will be uncovered by the mask Hands held for a short amount of timebut counts as my heart beats and sings within the linesConfusion catches us but once we know we're set freeThe sun will set and it'll be just you and me

Yes, I confess .

I scraped my knee falling for you ,but once it heals ...would you do me a favor ?&& peel off the bandaid @ once .b/c I don't want to hurt ~hurt slowly and gradually ... while my heart still dies in rememberance of the soft caressyou once gave me . the breath you took away day after day .just being with your presence gave me life ; and now I can't live w/o you in my sight .it tears me apart ,like paper shredded into millions of pieces ...when will I mend my broken heart ?question after question after question if you still love me ,or like me at the least ...I weep to be with you again ,but everything has ceased .and peace may come again ... when I find someone better ,yet for now your shadow follows the lettersof the three words I told you "I love you" .

Thursday, January 21, 2010

All Over Again .(Original//Old Lyrics)

I think I was tripping when i first had to meet youGazed into your eyes and with my surprise I'd already fallenDeeply i knew it was true that there was something about youand i had to be in love there might be some imperfections but baby there is itthree words mean forever and will never end oh baby nevercan't remember when lost in timeyet i can go back to the timesyou and i spentChorusI'll be here when life is doneand all you have to know is that we wonlove is fearless they all sayso if youre scared love i'll lead the wayi hope you'll hold on tooi promise to make all your dreams come trueso hold on to my handand we'll start our love all over againyou were my first out of all those fish in the seathe pond is shallow except for you and meif you need anything im always by your sideso baby just kiss me through the nightpromises are always broken by boys who arent like meso listen every closely hunny that i'll never leaveyou're the most special girl and im not lyingill show you then you wont deny itChorus x1bridge: all over againoohhhhhh never leavebabe you're the one for mechorus x1end all over again babe youre the one for methe one for meplease dont ever leave