Without You (Original Lyrics//Old)

everyday, i wake up to your voice andd,my life, is truer than the sky is blue,i love, the way you make me feel,so real..so truee...there's so, many things i'd like to say,but words, just can't explain,i wish, my heart would open to you,wish that, i could do...but everytime, i close my eyes,i float, there's nowhere to go,people say our hearts<3 away,hold me tight, give me rights...i love you, you know it's true,i can't, go without you,you are, my soul, my lifee,i will die, without you .nights awakened, just can't go to sleep cuz',you are, always on my mind,though i, can't take enough,i will be strongg...you say, you will come for mee cuz',you love, me and everything i do,i believe you, since you make me feel,so real...so truee...but everytime, i close my eyes,i float, there's nowhere to go,people say our hearts<3 away,hold me tight, give me rights...i love you, you know it's true,i can't, go without you,you are, my soul, my lifee,i will die, without you .i love you, you know it's true,i can't, go without you,you are, my soul, my lifee,i will die, without you .i love you, you know it's true,i can't, go without you,you are, my soul, my lifee,i will die, without you .without you, dadada, without you, dadada,i love you, you know its true....i just can't go without you . ..

Quotes. Random (Old)

Quotes
"If the 1st woman was strong enough to turn the world upside down, all women are strong enough to make the world upside up."
"If men should have more rights because Christ was a man, who made Christ? A lady and God! A man had nothing to do with it!"
"The past is history and the future is a mystery. Today is a gift that's why it's called the present."

Stacey. Essay. (Old)

Stacey <3 thank you (:
Abbie Liezel Baltazar ♥ My very close cousin, Abbie Baltazar is definitely one of the nicest, sweetest, most caring people that I’ve ever met in my whole entire life. Abbie is very lady-like, and speaks to everyone respectfully, and politely. She also likes cracking tons of funny jokes, and likes telling stories about her friends. I remember, this one time me, Abbie, her sister April, and the rest of our cousins were at the mall. It was around closing time, so we were like, the last people there, we starting telling jokes, and through out the mall you could hear Abbie’s ridiculously loud echoing laugh! If she laughed any louder, security would’ve probably kicked us out! Haha. Abbie’s not too tall, and not too short, she’s around 5’3 or 5’4, almost my height. Her body type I would say, is curvy. Abbie loves fashion, and you can really tell from how she dresses. She enjoys wearing dresses, flat shoes, vests, flowy shirts, long necklaces, rings, bracelets, and etc. She has short layered hair and usually wears it down, or curled. Abbie has a wonderful, and stunning smile, she also has very white and straight teeth. I would describe Abbie’s personality, as an overall good, and happy person. Abbie is almost always smiling and laughing, and her positive attitude really rubs off on everyone. She helps people whether it’s inside of school, at home, or with friends. Abbie is one of the most caring people that you would every meet; she’s definitely not self-centered and does put others before herself. I remember one time when Abbie had called me, I was very sick at the time. Once I said Hello she immediately took her concern to me, and the fact that I was sick, and told me she hoped I’d get well and to feel better. Abbie is very special and important to me because, she’s always stuck together with me, and was always there when I needed help, advice, or just someone to talk to. I know that at times I’m in a horrible mood, and Abbie always knows what to do, and maybe even cheers me up. It reminds me of that saying,” If you can’t handle me at my worst, you don’t deserve me at my best.” and I think that Abbie deserves me, and everyone at their best, because she really truly deserves it. In conclusion, Abbie is very important to me also, because she’s my family. I know we’ll be best friends, and close cousins, for a very long time. I’m thankful that I know her. thank you Stacey (: you truly are the best cuhsin <333

Summer Baby.(Old//Original)

Let's take this nice and slow. <---- yes, i totally stole that line from George Nozuka buhh he's just too cute. *squeals* going on, i mean it though, literally. Summer should definitely be taken slow because Summer is like an ice cream cone. It’s so good when it lasts but it melts away too fast. Hot, sunny, days and mornings you wake up too late. Where eating is a hobby and no homework can last a lifetime. Don't you wish it can stay that way? But hunny, back to reality... Summer is just a break we're taking from all the blasphemous confusion in our own teenage wars of peer pressure. Especially those DAMN tests! LOL. If you wanted to do something, then go straight ahead. No one is stopping you but yourself. You'll find a way because I believe in you. Like, say for instance losing weight... have a motivation and do it everyday. Push yourself TO THE MAX and in teh end the reward will be awesome! Summer is a time to change whatever you want to change. Your look? Your personality? Your style? You. It gives you a timeout on every rush and heartache you're having at the moment to just break free from the trouble. That's exactly what summer should be. You may want to amuse yourself at the while on times you are bored because it's not the day that passes by that makes you bored, buhh you who could have planned something out or done something to make the day un-boring. I tell you, some days are perfectly fine to sit around on teh couch in your pj's and watch teevee while eating an ice cream bucket, but the time should be now to Go Out and HAVE FUN! "if only this and that" are too cliche reasons. Although i wish i could drive... heeheehee; You know "if there's a will, there's a way," So come on kid, and just go. (:

Friendships (Original)

A true friend is a person who is loyal, faithful, and somebody who loves you for who you are and what your not. Also they love you from the whole of their hearts. That’s why it's so hard when a friend brings you down; they are a person who is imprinted on your heart. Many might think they have so many friends but friends aren't those who just hang out with you and talk and have many commonalities with you. It’s deeper than that. It’s like a sibling you're related to but not by blood, by soul. they're the ones you can depend on, talk to through good and bad times, be selfless and do the one thing not just any person you call "friend" can do... sacrifice. Yessireee, you know a friend when you've been through that type of relationship with one. If you have a friend that you'd do anything for, you know its true friendship. Now, I’m not saying those you hang out with aren't your friends, they might be acquaintances and be close... but they wouldn't go that far to be that person. A friendship is like a thread that although it might get thin at times, you can tell it will be strong and ever last a lifetime. About sex, it isn't something you just want to have and forget, it's giving a big part of you that counts for the rest of your life. The reason why it's better to have it after a marriage is that you know the two of you won't ever break off and you won't hurt yourself doing so. Why did God make sex? (and yes he did)... was to make you two into one and connect your mind, body, and soul together eternally. So if you were just in a small relationship with that person, then it would definitely hurt to break off that promise. Friendship is second to marriage and if you don't understand it, then one day you will and know the value of that person. !poem. Friend[shippp!] (:
What’s the meaning of friendship and what’s it worth?
More than a million pennies it lurks.
A road to take, a path to follow,
And an absolute non mistake you’ve chosen to swallow.
Unexpectedly heartfelt and warm and free,
Different, unique, just like you and me.
Aspect of personalities is what charms us to delight.
Smiles so friendly it lasts through the night.
Close, so close, and is there when needed and just honestly knows.
Hugs so beary nice you never want to let go.
How they will sail away and never come back.
Nobody knows the future except for God in fact.
Pray and Hope for the better in each other’s life,
Meet each again and be happy to see them in sight.
Secrets sometimes kept but truth sooner or later told,
Promise to be there until we are old.
Laughs too much and cries all the way,
Take your time, day by day.
Fights break us apart but come soon again,
Learn things that aren’t meant to be and then.
Pour out whatever needed to do,
Record covers with them on youtube.
Late night phone calls about whatever’s good,
Eat that food mang! You know you should.
Summer needs gatherings, yes they need a lot.
Let’s do a bonfire, it’ll hit the spot.
Don’t you hate… dot dot dots?

w/loveee<3; (:

Highschool, are you ready? (Old//Original)

High school, high school, high school… Are you ready? For those of you who are, congrats and hope you the best [you the, you the best(x2)… best I ever had]! For those who aren’t, hopefully you will be sooner or later and these are just some motivations to make you ready. High school is a time where you find the true you. Who you are, who you want to be, and where you stand. School is all about your education, but it also helps you along the way to which future path you want to take. Here is one thing you should always remember: Never lose your passion in which you strive for and always hold on to your dream. It doesn’t matter how long it will take but soon enough, you’ve done it. Right now a thought that should be in your head is about where will you go and what’s your next step. High school gets you ready for that and even more crucial things in the real world. Yes, it will be crucial yet you can make it through. It may seem like its difficult, but its easy peasy lemon squeezy. (: Just like the way you got through elementary and middle school… You may have challenges throughout the course but there’s nothing too big you can not conquer. High school is just a new stage when you’ve gotten through level 21 in your game. “The newer the level, the more the devils” –Pastor Roge. You will go through so many new experiences and have a blast, if you choose to. That’s why you need to learn that every single little thing in high school is your choice. Not your parents, not your friends, not your boyfriend/girlfriend… yours. Are you scared there might be peer pressure and friends will involve you in drugs, sex, alcohol, etc? Yeah… there will definitely be peer pressure in all the things even on projects, and test and stuff. But no one is going to stop you from what you do unless you choose to. You can choose not to do homework but the end result is your fault. You can do your homework and the end result is your reward. You can try drugs, and alcohol and end up effed up and homeless. Or you can say no and know how much better you are without turning into that kind of monster. High school isn’t all about the bad, the worst, and the ugly. There will be many many awesome memories and you will learn to gather them up in a bundle and replace them with the bad ones. Just overlook the hurt with hugs, friends, family. It’s your turn to shine and start over as a new you. Whatever past you’ve had and mistaken on, it’s long gone… you can’t build that up and you should know how to just let go. So before you start in August or September to go to high school, just throw away your old self and leave it all behind. Be that person you wanted to be and don’t repeat old time mistakes. Do what you can in high school because you can only do it once and that’s it. Once you grow up, you won’t regret having done so much in high school because you found yourself here and you’ll be living up to your dream, your goal, and your life. Enjoy the rest of it and have a spectacular time!

New You .

For everyone who took the time to wait for this year to begin .You really didn't have to do that for a brand new start.I don't understand why they celebrate only the new yearwhen every single day we should celebrate our life that's precious and given to us as a gift that can be taken back.It's a matter of changing yourself into a better person every single day && not just the goals you want to do for next year, but the goals you plan to do in a lifetime that takes the days into months into years into decades.I'm happy that everyone's happy . I always want it this way .But you should understand that life is something you should never take for granted.n e v e r.What I remind myself everyday is that I'm in a good place now && I am going to standthroughout any bad thing happening and just keep a smile in the way. Even if it hurts that much, just smile and be happy, that's what I do. Thank God I'm not in a situation where I'm dying... hurting from aches and pains,bleeding, shot or wounded, or even even abused, I'm not starving, digging for food with baboons on my side, I won't complain && I promise myself I would never.Take the time when you wake up, to thank God that you're okay and you're goingto be okay. I know in my heart that if you consider the facts of knowing more,you'll take appreciation in what people do for you and you'll see life is a little brighterwith out the negative thoughts or impacts. That's a very wide concept but it's just thebeginning to a new change, a better change, for a person like you. b r a n d s p a n k i n g n e w .