Is it all worth fighting for ?

Is it really ?tell me now ...the rumors . the gossip . the disses . the hisses .the trash . the snickering ppl who talk behind my back .the hurt . after getting over for me .then all I gave would be gone after one last word of "baby".Is it really love or just infatuation ?we think we know love but it's not ours to mean what we say .not until we know up to the very day ," I need you "" I love you " " I wish you were here "but truthfully, just you and me , we're not all we wish we could be . Can we make it through everything ?No we can not . For a fact there's someone betterwho's waiting on us now . But letting go ? How do you make it easy, somehow ?To all that talk, look at yourself before you look at me ...Calling me an "uglyass whoree. youre fat." Was it all worth the time ?I didn't do anything wrong but fall and now no one's here to catch me but myself . Is it wrong to fall ?or Is it wrong to cry ?Is it wrong to weep when you know everyone can lie ?You may face me with a smile, a hug, and a laugh .But after all this you're gunna face me with some crap ? Don't you dare tell me you know me ,&& I deserve all this diss .
I know you don't know me
and what's so guilty about a kiss ?
You're not over him and that's for a fact .I think that's the only reason you wanna say that I'm a whore and I'm fat .Another thing I know is that God is on my side . He's the missing puzzle piece in this equation and knows who's gunna run and hide .But it won't be me, I promise you everytime . I won't put my guard down for another guy . Or a girl who's hurt and wants to make me cry .I won't cry for you but for my own sake .Would you please stop hurting for me , it's not fake .I want you to be happy and everyone else .I want to be happy too but if it's gunna be like this ,I'll miss .Not just for you ,but for me too .VSo . One last question, Is it all worth fighting for ?It's not worth it .Being called a "whore" .Not worth the disses, the cussing, the hiding of the real you .&& you know it's true .Not worth the drama, nor falling on the ground .Not worth the the tears and not worth the screaming sounds .It was fun while we had it but now as a tear falls down from my face,I'm sorry . Goodbye . I'm striving for a better day .